good night

I'm writing this note from my old smartphone so please bear with the grammar or spelling mistakes. i just had a conversation with my favorite girlfriend, dr sofia. it has been a while n i've thought a lot about her these says. shes one of those girls who are different. rare. that's a better word. i found it's so easy to talk about anything with her. there goes some typo n im not bothered to get them fixed, yet. both of us love to think. we can just sit quietly in a moving bus and have 1000 different thoughts go across our minds. and we're proud to be us. we're proud to act like we're not from planet Earth. anyway, having a friend like her matters a lot to me. we don't see each other often. but when we do, we just spill it out and share everything. im glad that i have a friend like her. i wish to see her again. muaxxx!

note to self.
when you're tired and sick of all negative things in life, you just have to suck it all up and believe that good things will come. believe that we can rest forever in Jannah. believe that the sacrifices are worth it. believe that all the good deeds will pay off later. believe that the bad aura will go away. believe that things will work out, if and only if you never stop putting effort. believe that you must keep going after the things you love. to keep going after the life you want to live. believe in yourself. believe in the love of your family. believe in the love of your friends. believe in the support system Allah has always offered you. believe that bad memories can be a good teacher. believe that no matter what people say, you're in charge of your life. believe that you have the power to say no.  believe that you must work hard for yourself in order to reach happiness.

insyaAllah.