big girls dont cry?

As I grow older

I realize that crying 

Doesn't make me a baby

I always cry 

when I miss abah

I cry

when I feel that

it's too much

the pain

the struggle

the loneliness

and just by hearing 

my mom's voice

everything just bursts out

I tend not to tell her

the 'uneasiness' that I feel

but I know

she knows

and by hearing her voice

everything doesn't magically 

make sense

but I know

it will be okay

and by having her by my side

it will be just fine

forever your little baby